Public Humiliation 101

Also known as Drawing 101. As we all know I cannot draw. This is nothing new or shocking. Our next assignment was to draw an object in the Cathedral museum but only using shading. I was already stressed out about the whole thing but it only got worse when I got there. I decided to do this angel wing which was a bad choice. You aren't suppose to draw using lines and I had no idea how to go about it otherwise. I had to draw more of the wings than actually shade them which is completely wrong. Did I mention that I hate drawing!! I drew it out of proportion so everything was a little off and I had to shade more of the body than I intended. The worse part is that people kept walking by and of course have to take a look at the masterpieces the intense "art students" are creating. They are all are a little shocked when they see what crap I am attempting to draw. I thought the blind contours were bad but technically this is more embarrassing considering I am actually looking at my paper and it is supposed to be representational. I basically feel like a complete idiot drawing in public where people can see what I am doing haha. I guess it's all part of the experience I guess. I hope future assignments don't cause me this much stress. Sorry no pictures to capture the awkwardness of this event thank goodness. One last note do not expect any postings of my art (if you could call it that) just FYI. I have already suffered enough humiliation from strangers let alone people I will see on a regular basis.